not this time

Ok, so here's the deal, I have had faith in every doctor. I feel like they went to school for this, they should know what the heck to do. I'm beginning to understand that unexplained infertility is just that. I still think that and I'm hoping that my RE will prove me right this time. Like I was saying, I left the RE for a couple of cycles because clomid was making me crazy and I didn't want any more drugs. So, I tried acupuncture to see if being natural would make me feel better. It has made me feel better, but I'm not pregnant. It's been way too long and I feel as though I need to try something else. So, today, I went back. i wanted to hear what he had to say. I'm not sure if he gave me faith or just scared me more...jk, I think.
He explained to me that I don't always ovulate...on time. He says that out of the 4 cycles that I have had with the center I have really only ovulated two of the 8 eggs that I should have ovulated. And, I got pregnant once, so according to him, I'm 50/50. It was never put to me like that. I had never understood that. I just didn't know. can you tell it blew my mind? It gave me hope, if I can just make those eggs release! Well, he gave me a suggestion. We are going to try the unapproved letrozole/femara which he says will help. We shall see. Hope has been restored, for a minute.

I swear though if I see another pregnant woman, I just might trip her. ok not really, but can they just get away from me? please.